~BlackEyedLooser

it's crazy to think a year ago that I was at kyle's house as every one was reminding me of what i jerk i use to be with... the kind that makes out with people after getting drunk, the kind who forgets everything, the kind that .... whatever.
It's crazy to think how different life is right now from a year ago, how much my priorities have changed, how my church has come back into my life, and even how much my thoughts have changed.
i was agnostic, and very much so the loser i got teased every day, i focused on the stupid little problems, i compromised so much of what i had lived by through out the former 4 years and it was all because i chose to slowly let go of how i should be living a little more every day.

for those who i didn't tell.. i never really made a plain to move away.. my brother just randomly convinced me a needed a change So I did .. i'm in Rexburg.
I've managed to make a few friendships most of which end at the end of a semester. It doesn't matter all that much.
I met this boy who reminded me of how happy i can be each day. THat was a great few months. i am my best around him. He saw me and understood me completely and better than anyone i've met. he cared for me always.
Although it may not seem like it, i am happy every day.
I'm going to school right now for a major in sculpture and illustration then a minor in architecture..although i may be majoring in art education soon.. who knows.

stuff coming up soon--> midterms 8C, my brother's getting married, Bobby and Scott leave for their missions, and i plan on making this week accident free !


I've got a great desire to make art again. I just have no clue where to start...
crap...
nothing i had done lately is all that great. Hope-fully i will post stuf soon
-RACH